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Captured

I roll over in bed and look at the clock. It is half past midnight and, for someone very exhausted, I am not remotely tired.

I reverse across the bed, pushing my back into MindReader’s chest. Immediately, he bends his legs, pressing his knees into the back of mine and drapes and arm around me.

I smile and roll over in his arms. I look at the way his blond eyebrows glint in the dim light. I touch the skin on his elbows, because I’m not sure I ever have before, and am surprised by how soft it is. I trace a finger up his chest, marveling at how dark the hair is for a blond.

I reach very quietly for my camera. I feel I must capture the peaceful expression on his face, the way his top lip protrudes ever so slightly.

I take a photo.

MindReader’s eyes open immediately.

“Billygean WHAT are you doing?”

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Watch this space

Um, scratch that.

I had one. good. day.

And now my eyes hurt to move, I feel nauseous, killer headache, wheezy chest, bedridden again. Don’t really understand what’s going on. If is the same flu that is worrying. If it is new flu that is worrying too. Body does not need ANY excuse to get really rather ill again.

SIGH.

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Spied a blossom passing fair

Oh, hello!

Am not feeling 100% but

* I can sit up most of the day
* I can walk (feeling crap) for as long as I need to do the things that I need to do.

And improving every day. So, one week after a flu and I think I could return to a job etc, haven’t missed a day of college. pretty pleased!

Photos of walking at home:

 

 

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Bargaining

Perhaps I am feeling slightly better.

I honestly don’t KNOW. I keep getting dizzy (just like old times!) but it doesn’t seem to get worse the more I do and if I sit still I can forget about it which was NOT possible with chronic fatigue. POssibly it’s to do with my ears, as they hurt, and not chronic fatigue at all.

I have been attending college (more on that in a mo). So it is NOTHING like before. But I have cancelled tonight’s plans in favour of the sofa. I hope my body recognises a COMPROMISE when it sees one, and we can progress forward to shopping by Saturday.

Deal?

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