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Monthly Archives: November, 2008

Re my health: I can walk to post a letter but I feel light headed when I do it. Not sure what this means

I take a deep breath, and knock twice on the door. A glass milk bottle rolls over in the wind and I wrap my cardigan tighter around me. No answer. Next door but one’s cat approaches. He rolls over and starts kicking his front legs with his back ones. I smirk, stroke his belly, he …

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Update!

I’ve been waiting until my body gave me the verdict until I blogged. But the jury’s still out I suppose. And the reader emails have started coming… On Sunday we went to the NEC Festive Fair and I felt pretty awful (but did buy a beautiful necklace with matching hair slides). Still, lots of fat …

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On relapses

It’s amazing how quickly you remember. I fall back into old habits so easily: crying in the bath, canceling plans, bargaining with the Gods. None of it works, of course. Putting my socks on once again exhausts me, and I leave my hair unbrushed because there is something wrong with my arms again. I got …

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Credit crunchies

“Right, I should go now,” OldestFriend says, standing up. “I’ve got to clean out the hamster before I can start dinner!” “Okay, it was nice to see you,” I say. She pauses at the door. “Just so you know,” she says, “the hamster is not what we’re having for dinner.”

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Probably because I told college I was definitely going back

“And how do you feel?” MindReader says, on his daily lunchtime phone call to me. “Tired,” I said. “What type?” I smile. For there is the type of tired when I haven’t had enough sleep. Where thinking feels like wading through mud and waves of sleepiness sweep across me. There is the type of tired …

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The fourth blog in a row!!

I pad into the hall and scoop up the post. A Christmas card, already? I think, as I slide open the silver envelope. A wedding invitation falls out. My aunt. 20th December. I put it aside, sighing. And then I remember. That’s the thing, when something happens so quickly, you sometimes forget it has. I …

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We weren’t though, allowed to go to Battersea dogs and cats home, mostly because I would come home with five

“What can we do tomorrow?” I say to MindReader’s brother’s girlfriend. It is late on Saturday night. MindReader and I are lying on the sofa, him on his back, me between the back of the sofa and him, my head on his chest. “Hm,” she says. “You could go on a boat tour along the …

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I did, though, shop for 5 hours like a normal person!

I am outside Picadilly Circus tube station and I send a text to BestFriend. Let me know when you get here. I’m going to browse in some shops X. It was in Accessorize that my phone died. I waited by the tube station for twenty minutes. Nothing. Lots of people who looked like her, though. …

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Conversations about living together

MindReader and I are in disagreement about cats. Ideally, I would like 4 or 5. He would like none for the first 6 months and one thereafter. “Please please please,” I say, as we chop red onions. “I just think we should live in a flat for a while before we get one…” he says. …

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On, my perfect weekend

And that is what I had missed. Running in the rain to watch fireworks. Warming my hands by a bonfire. Sipping soup in transit. Stumbling upon a Christmas market and spending the afternoon wandering around. Drinking coffee and eating dark chocolate. Feeding monkeys bananas. Stripping off my rain-soaked clothes and sinking into a hot bath. …

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