Guilt trips
Well. MindReader is back in the same country as me although still an hour away and is coming over tomorrow. So I am in less of a scary mood and all I can say in my defense is that sitting on the sofa for 6 months affects your mood in fairly psychotic ways and makes you possessive of things you shouldn’t be, like laptops, remote controls and boyfriends.
But, I wish I could be cool – the girl he thought I was. Maybe after this whole nightmare is over, I can try.
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- Posted in: illness ♦ MindReader
You are still the same girl Mindreader fell in love with, just a little more vulnerable now than you were back then.
Yes “life is a shitter” sometimes. It tests your patience, your love, and every essence of your being. Makes you questions things that previously would never get a second thought. But everything in life happens for a reason. Maybe it is not for us to figure out the “whys” of it all?
Finding comfort in the fact that we are at least still breathing? Things could always be worse.
I know, he’s just so perfect, I want to be able to do more for him and with him, socialise with his friends etc. Even make him a coffee
It does test our ways and I’m not yet sure on the whole ‘everything happens for a reason’ thing. Sometimes crap seems too random to believe.
Yes I know, I am technically healthy and I do have some happy days.
Thanks for your support
BG