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Monthly Archives: February, 2008

Light

Tomorrow is my birthday. Tonight I have got DRESSED for the first time in 9 days to mark the occasion (and possibly because MindReader’s coming over in an hour and he perhaps deserves to have a girlfriend who wears dayclothes) I feel absolutely knackered from opening my drawers and am going to go and have …

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Darkness

Body is evil creature not deserving of my love. Today was too tired to lift my head off pillow. Tonight cannot sleep. Have stupid ultrasound in 8 hours. Going to have to cancel if do not sleep soon otherwise will be zombie all week including my BIRTHDAY. This sucks more than anything I have ever …

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As it goes it was my beautiful A&F t shirt for my birthday and so worth it!

“Beep beep.” My eyes fly open. For a moment I doze, wrapping MindReader’s lovely smelling t shirt (that I stole) around me. “Beep beep.” I look lazily at my phone. It does not appear to want anything. I close my eyes again. “Beep beep.” I sit up, my head spinning. The beeping gets louder when …

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Query

Body is not much improving. As in, I saved up all of today’s energy to stumble over here and write this (MadFather is back this evening complete with laptop – hurrah for blogging in bed!). This is fine. Body is spoilt brat and gets whatever it wants at the moment. In the meantime I am …

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My body

“How’re you?” DoctorSister says into the phone, as we both sink into our SEPARATE baths. “Tired.” “Poor lady,” she says. “Keep resting properly.” “I will,” I say. And I am unable to resist. “So what is actually happening in my body?” “Well,” she says. “You have two types of white blood cell. T and B. …

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If I can’t be an overachiever at law school exams I shall overachieve at CD arranging…

Well I did get to sleep (at like SIX) and slept til 1:30pm which was slightly surreal. By the time I got up MindReader had driven to Birmingham, sat a three and a half hour exam, and driven back again. He has now gone until Sunday when he comes back to take me to have …

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Update

Body will still not sleep. I can think of no reason. I am too tired to stand up. I did not nap today. I feel less anxious than I have in weeks. I wish bodies would talk. But I fear mine would moan quite a lot.

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Huff

Dear Body, Why can’t you sleep? This is ridiculous. This is ALL YOU WANTED. Billygean

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Reasons to love MindReader number 1

“Okay,” I say, sitting up from my duvet. “So I roll the dice, and whatever letter it shows, you have to fill out the list with things beginning with that letter. So for the first bit of the list, ‘things that are sticky’, you fill it in with a word beginning with that letter.” “Right,” …

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Did not sit exams two three and four either

Okay. I had a few cries, lots of chocolate fondu, ordered books off Amazon and bath stuff and spent 2 days in bed. I have some decisions to make over the next few weeks – if I am still not well in a few weeks I will have to defer and – gasp – drop …

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