On Friday, I was given a Nicotine patch. This is not because I told someone I rather like the smell of cigarette but won’t let myself smoke, or because I said I was feeling stressed out, it just – happened.

Oh blog readers – oh – it was the best afternoon of my life! Honestly! I was so mellow. It didn’t matter that the phone was ringing constantly and I missed two trains. Nicotine and I were together and that was all that mattered.

Have been invited out for cigarettes today. I will not go. I will not go.

I would, as MindReader said, “knowing my personality”, be on 60 a day by the end of the week.